Never have time to call? You can just say you're calling a friend/chatting with a friend. Your parents won't listen in. If you attempted suicide, and are still thinking about it, you should definitely speak to somebody about it. I can't really give you medical advice without knowing your full history, but your doctor can. If you're really depressed, and your suicide thoughts stem from it, maybe an antidepressant will help you out. In any case, talk to your doctor about your situation and have yourself evaluated. How long have you been in this slump? If it has been more than 2 weeks, do seek help. Do not start abusing drugs and alcohol.

Love is generous not selfish,and don't compare you to this guy,everyone have always something it needs to shine even is for someone or for others.
If this guy break up or trait her,the girl you love,will you be there when she needs you? to confort her,make her smile once again,would you do that? a lot of people see the person would like to be in your place to be able to talk the person they love,and watching and not able to talk,unlike you who can talk with the person you love,see her smile close.and other thing you can never guess when you will love again,like you love this girl,you never guessed,love happens,not as we wish,it woulb be great if we were able to.
Don't kill yourself when you can't see the future,in every little grain can change everything.
"There is happiness for those who accept their fate. There is glory for those who defy their fate." -Edel

At 16 lots of things seem quite hard and just how many people do you know that really fell in love at 16? Those "I'm in love with my high sweetheart even 20 years after high school" just happen in films or books, in real life people change and who knows, maybe in ten years you'll look back at this girl and you won't even understand what the hell you saw in her.

The really unhealthy thing is that you compare yourself to her current boyfriend. Sure, at 16 you can have low self-esteem, why not join a new club or find yourself a new hobby that way you'll forget all about it!

Get a grip man! This is why I hate guys who have higher hope for one sided love and in the end being killed by it. Think about it. If you commit suicide, the girl you love/care will be forever 'hurt' by your action.

This discussion does not need to continue.