Don't know if the mods will accept this but still I need some opinions regarding this matter...
Well, you see, it's my mother's birthday and I really want to at least say that to her but the problem is me. i don't know why but I can't say it to her even though I'm capable of saying it on other people. I think it's my illness...
I really hate myself! I can't give her anything or just saying! I really can't. I love my parents both but on occasions like this, my mouth's always close. And she even reminded us yesterday about that. Damn! I really hate myself!
Need opinions or advices guys!