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Kuai

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I am 23. I am a vergin (never had sex) I have never been kissed. I have never cuddled with a girlfriend. I have done nothing but got a few hugs from somone that may or may not have even cared. I am a guy. and I lived the majority of my adult life in a unit in the millitary that shuned me for ti all and tryed to force me to to this stuff. You know what hurt most. I wanted to more then life itself. Even if only to hold a girl i loved in my arms. It just wasent that simple. Nobody was every interested. I never got looked at twice.

My role as the pimp of mt is a fucking sham. I cant explain it ok? All I know is that is feels to good to see a girl or two or three accualy give a damb for a change that I cant turn it down. Bus alas I am hated for ity. Tias only wants to punch me. Why cant people just see this is a maricle to me. From the day I was born i shit you not all i wanted was to hold somone i loved like this in my arms and be with them. Here I am I have Ana and it still dont matter. Now i just worry about loseing her.

I'm so worthless. Why is it onyl online girls look at me twice.

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Tias is an asshole without style, don't let him get to you. Jealousy drives people to say things they don't really mean. Also, although you don't think so, (we've gone over this) you have bragged and whinend quite a bit ^_^' which turns some people off. The reason only online girls like you..is because unlike real life they have to get to know your personality first, rather than get close to you for your physical appearance, so be proud of that.


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Quote by SharinganKnightTias is an asshole without style, don't let him get to you. Jealousy
drives people to say things they don't really mean. Also, although you
don't think so, (we've gone over this) you have bragged and whinend
quite a bit ^_^' which turns some people off. The reason only online
girls like you..is because unlike real life they have to get to know
your personality first, rather than get close to you for your physical
appearance, so be proud of that.
my rant;
I just came back from a rock show, and the band sucked, I want my 5
bucks back!


Thanks. It means alot!!

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uhh well maybe because people can show their feelings more online then face to face.
So I would say you're shy thats all ^_^ nothing to worry about you're still very young and it's really never too late to fall in love well as some say it is. Someone will fall in love with you one day and then you're job will be to make sure they recieve all you're love. You don't really need to feel down about it, lots of people you're age are single and give up hope but you never know what the next day can bring so instead of killing yourself just smile and never give up. You're a great guy and very nice and soon enough someone will see that just by looking at you ^_^ so no worries just be yourself and wait for the right one.

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Stop talking about yourself in such a pathetic manner. If you do, you'll really be pathetic. Different people have different roles in life. And different people have differing views and values. I for one believe that kissing or being close to someone you don't actually like is really irresponsible but some see it as a way of fooling around and having fun. Calling yourself pathetic is the start of being really pathetic. You must learn to accept yourself and love yourself before you can hope to be loved. And people must learn to see the real you before they can love you, so it would take time.

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not sure who Tais is but he doesnt sound nice and perhaps you have been looking for women in the wrong places I believe you'll get to do more then just hold a girl someday and who knows maybe it will be this Ana girl :) and noone is worthless good luck finding your happiness

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Quote by Kittenuhh well maybe because people can show their feelings more online then
face to face.
So I would say you're shy thats all ^_^ nothing to worry about you're
still very young and it's really never too late to fall in love well as
some say it is. Someone will fall in love with you one day and then
you're job will be to make sure they recieve all you're love. You don't
really need to feel down about it, lots of people you're age are single
and give up hope but you never know what the next day can bring so
instead of killing yourself just smile and never give up. You're a
great guy and very nice and soon enough someone will see that just by
looking at you ^_^ so no worries just be yourself and wait for the
right one.


IT SNOT THE single PART because I AM taken AND happy ITS TH efact I never HAD A REAL WORD girlfriend OR DONE anything GUYS HALF MY AGE DO ALL THE TIME

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I know Kuai online relationships suck that way cause I'm in one to. T_T One day you'll meet Ana face to face and then you'll be loved then. Not saying that you can't be loved on the net but you'll be loved one day. So be happy and look on the bright side of things.

And Tias can get out of hands sometimes cause he just says what's on his mind. Don't let that ruin what you have. You have something speacial with someone and that should be respected. It isn't about what others think it's about you and her.

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dude, if you're seriously so horny get yourself a hooker.

ok, thats not the best adivice, but seriously...theres more to a relationship than sex. I know people twice your age who're still virgins, so stop complaining. If you really want to get laid so bad, then leave your online girlfriend, leave your online life preiod, and stop looking for it online, go outside and find it. Cold, yea, but its the only way to get what you want.

and alisha, tias' problem isn't taht he speaks his mind, its the fact that he speaks it when no one asked for it.

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you are not worthless my dear friend. you just have yet to find the right woman for you. you will in time i promise that

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Quote by SharinganKnightdude, if you're seriously so horny get yourself a hooker.
ok, thats not the best adivice, but seriously...theres more to a
relationship than sex. I know people twice your age who're still
virgins, so stop complaining. If you really want to get laid so bad,
then leave your online girlfriend, leave your online life preiod, and
stop looking for it online, go outside and find it. Cold, yea, but its
the only way to get what you want. and alisha, tias' problem isn't taht
he speaks his mind, its the fact that he speaks it when no one asked
for it.


I DONT WANT TO leave ANA. this bothers me but i am scared of losing her.

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IT SNOT THE single PART because I AM taken AND happy ITS TH efact I
never HAD A REAL WORD girlfriend OR DONE anything GUYS HALF MY AGE do
all THE TIME

I'll tell you this directly. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. It won't get you anywhere. People who whine and don't know what to do anything about it deserve to get shot. Why should you care what guys half your age do all the time? Just do whatever is yours to do. Any sort of comparison is just really dumb. Be happy with whatever you have and treasure it instead of ranting and complaining and whining. I'm 21 and not in ANY relationship of any sort. And I can be happy with myself and what I have and so can you.

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Quote by KuaiI DONT WANT TO leave ANA. this bothers me but i am scared of losing her.


Kuai anyone is scared that they might lose the one they love. I'm the sameway with Zero. But don't let someone like Tias ruin it all for you.

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Quote by SharinganKnightdude, if you're seriously so horny get yourself a hooker.
ok, thats not the best adivice, but seriously...theres more to a
relationship than sex. I know people twice your age who're still
virgins, so stop complaining. If you really want to get laid so bad,
then leave your online girlfriend, leave your online life preiod, and
stop looking for it online, go outside and find it. Cold, yea, but its
the only way to get what you want. and alisha, tias' problem isn't taht
he speaks his mind, its the fact that he speaks it when no one asked
for it.


I DONT WANT TO leave ANA. this bothers me but i am scared of losing her.

then I really see no point to this thread besides pointless whinning. You're happy with your gf yet you're complaining taht you're not getting any. Don't go emo, because that sort of life style is horrible..for your health and mental stability, you'll end up in your bath tub with a razor in your hand and your wrists slit open.

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Quote by SharinganKnightTias is an asshole without style, don't let him get to you. Jealousy drives people to say things they don't really mean. Also, although you don't think so, (we've gone over this) you have bragged and whinend quite a bit ^_^' which turns some people off. The reason only online girls like you..is because unlike real life they have to get to know your personality first, rather than get close to you for your physical appearance, so be proud of that.
my rant;
I just came back from a rock show, and the band sucked, I want my 5 bucks back!


Don't call Tias an asshole! maybe you should get to know him before you start calling names.

Kuai, you're not worthless, you WILL find a woman. Every body deserves a chance at love and you do too, now get out there and find that special somone. ^-^

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Quote by SharinganKnightTias is an asshole without style, don't let him
get to you. Jealousy drives people to say things they don't really
mean. Also, although you don't think so, (we've gone over this) you
have bragged and whinend quite a bit ^_^' which turns some people off.
The reason only online girls like you..is because unlike real life they
have to get to know your personality first, rather than get close to
you for your physical appearance, so be proud of that.
my rant;
I just came back from a rock show, and the band sucked, I want my 5
bucks back!


Don't call Tias an asshole! maybe you should get to know him before you
start calling names.
Ganbatte!


I tried, it didn't quite happen since he kept on picking on the same poor kid.

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Quote by SharinganKnightdude, if you're seriously so horny
get yourself a hooker.
ok, thats not the best adivice, but seriously...theres more to a
relationship than sex. I know people twice your age who're still
virgins, so stop complaining. If you really want to get laid so bad,
then leave your online girlfriend, leave your online life preiod, and
stop looking for it online, go outside and find it. Cold, yea, but its
the only way to get what you want. and alisha, tias' problem isn't taht
he speaks his mind, its the fact that he speaks it when no one asked
for it.


I DONT WANT TO leave ANA. this bothers me but i am scared of losing
her.


then I really see no point to this thread besides pointless whinning.
You're happy with your gf yet you're complaining taht you're not
getting any. Don't go emo, because that sort of life style is
horrible..for your health and mental stability, you'll end up in your
bath tub with a razor in your hand and your wrists slit open.


Sigh I say again your like half my age. This is not as easy as you think it is. I do love and ana I do wan tot be with her and I do carew aobu ther. I just cant stop myself from being the ass. I may not be as old as some vergins you know but I was pressued to have sex for 4 god damb years by 700 god damb people as if it was a choice i made not to have sex.
And now I have girlfriend i Love very much after 23 years of very beign noticed. Its not as easy to handle as you think it is

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Quote by BernouliDon't call Tias an asshole! maybe you should get to know him before you
start calling names.


O.k O.k Tias is Tias lets just stop with all this BS.

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Quote by SharinganKnightdude, if you're seriously so horny get yourself a hooker.
ok, thats not the best adivice, but seriously...theres more to a
relationship than sex. I know people twice your age who're still
virgins, so stop complaining. If you really want to get laid so bad,
then leave your online girlfriend, leave your online life preiod, and
stop looking for it online, go outside and find it. Cold, yea, but its
the only way to get what you want. and alisha, tias' problem isn't taht
he speaks his mind, its the fact that he speaks it when no one asked
for it.


I DONT WANT TO leave ANA. this bothers me but i am scared of losing her.


then I really see no point to this thread besides pointless whinning. You're happy with your gf yet you're complaining taht you're not getting any. Don't go emo, because that sort of life style is horrible..for your health and mental stability, you'll end up in your bath tub with a razor in your hand and your wrists slit open.

Gat your head out of the gutter. Kuai isn't saying that kind of stuff he wants a normal reltionship with a real life girl. All he has ever had is internet relationships. He wants to actually be able to hold the one he loves. Seeing as he and Ana live in defferent states taht isn't going to happen unless he moves or she moves. This saddens him because he loves Ana and doesn't want to lose her but he wants more out of a relationship. SO STOP fucking calling HIM A whiner. I know because I'm the same way I'm 18 never had a girlfriend much less a girl who liked me or even one who took a second glance at me.

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Normaly I would be pissed about being called a kid but honeslt rite now i dont give a fuck. I;m only worth a damb to people online that hardly talk to me. its a fact. 22 years and not one girlfriend til i found the net.

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spystreak..chill out, me and him are cool...geez <_< if I really wanted to insult him I could've said some horrible things already.

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Quote by BernouliDon't call Tias an asshole! maybe you should get to know him before you
start calling names.


O.k O.k Tias is Tias lets just stop with all this BS.


I agree, I don't appriciate talking about him behind his back. Sorry about what I said earlier, I'll repeat it once he gets on.


Kuai, I do not doubt you like her. But I gave you the options you have, you didn't like them, then stop complaining, there IS no other way. Just live life man....let it go.

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Quote by BernouliDon't call Tias an asshole! maybe you
should get to know him before you
start calling names.


O.k O.k Tias is Tias lets just stop with all this BS.


I agree, I don't appriciate talking about him behind his back. Sorry
about what I said earlier, I'll repeat it once he gets on.
Kuai, I do not doubt you like her. But I gave you the options you have,
you didn't like them, then stop complaining, there IS no other way.
Just live life man....let it go.


Look I'm not nocking your age but grow about 5-7 years then talk to me when your in my posision in this topic. oh wait you will neve rbe in my position. whats scary is none of you will. from what i seen with my own eyes here alone online or not the fact is you have already had what it took me 6 years over your age to get the first time. alisha has it and she what 9 years younger. firedemon had it and she 9 years younger. face it. if i was worht a damb to anyone i would have at least been kissed by now. so either i changed and dotn knwo who i am anymore. or i havent changed and i'm worthless

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whatever man, if you keep thinking that way about yourself you're seriously going to be in some emotional problems later on in life. Think about this, it took 6 years more, but you got it...what if you didn't have it? what would you do? kill yourself? sounds reasonable enough no? seriously, give youself some credit. Im sorry if it seemed like I was trying to get o you, those weren't me intentions. So, good luck. People never noticed me, you know what it took for me to get noticed? a hell of a lot of alcohol and a hell of a lot of drugs, if you want that then go an get it, you're gonne regret it later on..you're gonna wish to be back under the radar. I quit taht life style because it was f*cking me up. Good luck.

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Kuai is this about being in a relationship? I'm sorry if it took you so long to find someone but at least you have someone that loves you now. Shouldn't you be happy about that?

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