well i would like to answer you by trying to find another similar topic i've already answered the way i would like
to answer this one, but i can't find it so i'll write it again.
you asked a few very important questions for a person who likes to deal with philosophy and i've thought about
those questions, too.
well ... i came to a certain point (dont know if it is good or not) where i dont ask myself those questions anymore and
i tell you why:
imagine there would be a person who would come to you and tell you "well, your existance has no reason, god made
you, because the past influences the present." now tell me something and be honest about it ... are you satisfied
with this person's answers? i bet your not. you would ask "but why ...?".
well after we realized that the next question would be why dont those answers satisfy you? and i tell you why, because
you know the answers, you already have an opinion to every question you've stated. that might not be that obvious
but the following questions will make it.
so if you know the answer, why do you ask those questions? and i tell you why, because you dont know if your answers are
the truth, because you're unsure, you don't know if you can rely on your philosphy, if it will brake down if
somebody tries to destroy it. so when you ask about your existance you're not sure why you exist, you have doubts
in it.
so what if you wouldn't have those doubts? ... i tell you the answer, you wouldn't ask those questions and
life would be good. so to sum it up, you are not self-confident enough in your life philosohpy so you're asking
other people those questions with the hope that they'll answer them the way you want them to answer OR with the
hope that they'll answer them with an better argument you have for your philosophies. but to be honest, nobody
likes to see his life-philosophy fall apart so people start to defend themself, they start to do everything to overcome
this conflict, because loseing your life-philosohpy means loseing everything, losing your sense for living, that's
what christians do (without being offensive). they invented something that stands over everything. the "ultimate
argument" that makes your philosophy the best one. and yes they did it right and the more you believe in it and the
more you're asking other people if your philosophy is the right one and the more the asked people agree with your
philosohpy the more power your philosophy gets and people start to believe in it. ... and manipulating people isn't
very hard now, is it?
so where's the actuall problem? well sir ... it's your/our human psychology. you do not want to accept an
answer that is YES and NO at the same time. you do not want to accept the fact that there is no sense in life and at the
same time there is. you do not want to accept that god is and is not.
so, i already said the hard yet simple solution to it and you can believe me or not, i dont care. you have to learn how
to accept and the only way to do that is asking yourself such questions because they are important for forming your own
philosophy. because then those questions are not needed to be stated. it won't matter anymore if god exists or not,
because he does and does not. it doesnt matter if you exist or not because you do and you dont.
... i know my post may sound quite stupid but i think it's worth giving it a thought.
thanks for reading.