Hi everyone^^
I'm seeking advice for a few things in my life in which i dont really know what to do O.o
Well, im mostly expecting GIRL RESPONSES but ya, guys can post too if
they've been through the same thing..
Well here it goes..
Have you ever felt down, like your life is so damn messed up and its over, and this just happens to happen after a
relationship has ended? You feel like "wow, my life really sucks now."
But even after you've gotten into a new relationship you feel like your life is still messed up? You know that the
new man is a blessing from God to you, but you feel like, your life totally went wrong when u were with your past
boyfriend? Like a feeling of regret because you feel like that was the thing that messed you up? The thing that changed
your trail of thought and your hope on things? I dont have feelings for this other guy if thats what your going to say.
He was absalutely a jerk..Because this guy isnt even on my mind, but, I feel like after leaving this person..it kind
of..well threw my life out of balance..and it felt like..my life was thrown out of balance to begin with when i was with
this person.It was the worst decision i made to be with this person.
I feel like im surrounded by nothing..but this one special guy i have now. Who is totally awesome and supportive of me.
But i feel like, i have no hope left you know?
Like, you feel almost like, who cares about what happens in your life anymore. But the thing is..i do care..its so
confusing @.@ I feel guilty now if i stay home sick from school, or i feel guilty if i accept gifts from others, you
know. Its a deep orb of guilt inside of me, even though i know very well i havent done anything wrong..
Could it possibley be that i'm afraid of getting into a new relationship with a good man? Could it be i dont feel
deserving of things?Or could it be that im in depression of some sort? I dont really know, but i know im deeply in love
with this new man.
I'd really appreciate your supportive advice on this^.^
It would be awesome to hear what other girls had to say about this^.^