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Your connection with darkness is through your hate. It's burning from the inside and you feel it strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss, students in school/work, family etc. Well, you feel like the world and everyone in it hates you, so you hate it and everyone back. You probaly don't like changes since nothing good ever comes out of them. Though your hate is big, you can still have a soft spot in your heart for someone. You're not numb or anything, your problem lies in that you feel too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?