I thought of this poem while I was coming out of church today. I read some of BlkLotus' Christmas poems but they seemed too happy for me.
It was a lonely night even thought the street was filled with people and lights
As I walked down the road and I saw people smile......
Joyful and cheerful for it was Christmas
My feets fozen solid for I was walking on icy ground without shoes or socks
I grew hatred for those creatures called humans with heart cold as the winter night
Nobody would help me
Nobody would love me
Thrown away as an orphan
Had nowhere to go
Had no clothing to keep me warm
I stood and watched a family having a Christmas dinner
It sickened me......
My soul was leaving me as the time went by
Fingers frostbitten, and my body paralyzed
My pulse started to slow down by the second
It was hard to keep my eyes open for the icy wind was piercing my eyes
I cried..... "Am I born to be hated and to die miserably?"
Then I closed my eyes for one last time as my body decayed
Comment/criticizm pliz. Don't get offened easily so don't mind writing harsh criticizm