Hi it's me again (go back like 5 pages from this page and read my "Revenge for a Lover" post to understand what's going on).
Well for the people that read my post, i did break up with my girlfriend on Monday, 3 days ago. I told her that when she
cheated on me the last time, I knew that i wasnt going to heal and that our love was over, however i still want to be
friends and hang out. I also told her some other obscure reaons [for breaking up] that arent important for you people to
know. So we broke up, and we hugged and she cried a little, but everything seemed to be ok. So then im relieved that its
over because i had been tumbling around my options for awhile now and i knew that i needed to end it, but i was a coward
and didnt because i had never dumped anyone before.
So anyway, i find out that the reason she was ok with the break up is because she was already having feelings for
someone else! I cant believe it, i mean 1 year and 3 months of laughs and good romantic times and shes already over me
and getting close with someone! And it's not like shes a slut or something, im very picky when it comes to dating
because i look for someone who can be my friend and lover. so i go to school 2 days after breakup, which is yesterday
(weds) and shes hugging this kid and they are giving me wierd looks like they expect me to lash out and beat the shit
out of this kid. and i know this kid, hes a good guy and i like him and what not, but the looks they have given me kind
of portray a "sorry man, but i really want to f**k him/her." So i dont know what to do, how can someone be so
inssensitive to a situation like this? i mean, im sick, im stressed out, my hearts broken, and this has been the worst
january of my life, and she just goes off and starts to form another relationship! So what should i do? The only thing i
have planned so far is just to talk to her and ask whats up. how can she do this to me?
please leave any comments or questions or remarks or what ever.
oh i also want to say that i dont want to be mean to her or anything, i still would like to be friends, but the way she is handling this is starting to make me wonder.
merged: 01-20-2006 ~ 04:50am
heres the link to the post, if it works: Revenge for a Lover
