my father...who is currently had a restraining order put against him. left me a birthday card that my mom found when she was changing the locks in the house he lives in. he knew they would go over there so he left my card there.
This is what it said:
How to make a beautiful life
reflections for a daughter on her birthday
Love yourself. Make peace with who you are at this moment in time.
Listen to you heart. If you cant hear what its saying in this noisy world.
Make time for yourself. Enjoy your own company. Let your mind wander among the stars.
Try. Take chances. Make Mistakes. Life can be messy and confusing at times, but its also full of suprises.
The next rock in your path may be a stepping stone.
Be happy, when you dont have what you want, want what you have.
Make do. That's a well-kept secret of contentment.
There arent any shortcuts to tomorrow. You have to make your own way.
To know where you're going is only part of it.
You need to know where you've been too. And if you ever get lost, dont worry.
The people you love will find you. Count on it.
Life isnt days and years. Its what you do with time and with all the goodness and grace thats inside you.
Make a beautiful life.. the kind of life you deserve.
No matter what happens, no matter where i go, I will always love you I mean it.
No matter how you feel... have a wonderful day.
Love you,
Daddy."
I'm dying on the inside..because he wrote this to me...for my 14th birthday. since he knows he will no longer be a
part of my family that is close.
I am crying...rivers are flowing from my eyes right now. wouldn't you cry too if you got this fomr your dad you'll probably never see again?
I dont know what to do...Do you guys know what i should do?