Yeah, the title explains pretty much what's going on with me. Ever since the beginning of summer, and even before, I've been messing up. I've messed up with my two best friends, and now we're no longer friends. I've messed up with a guy I like, and now I don't know if he likes me. I've messed up with my online best friend, and now I think she's keeping things from me (such as letting anger caused by me building up and not telling me anything about it). I messed up in a forum I used to go to and used to love, and now many of the members in it hates me, so I had to leave it.
I really hate myself for all the things I mess up. I'm just messing up so much, and when I try to fix them up, they just seem to get worse.
What is it that I should do to stop any other disaster from happening? I don't want any other mess-up, I'm sick of it... I really think some day, I'll die because I messed up on something.
*sighs* I'll understand if there's nothing you can tell me, since I'm not giving much details in the mess-ups I do, and mess-ups cannot be fixed by other people... Well, I just wanted to get that out of my chest, so thanks for reading and sorry for wasting your time with a bunch of BS...