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anima241

anima241

Holdin onto the past!

I dont know why...but lately i've been attacked...physically and mentally....help me....i cant take the nervousness tha keeps me from finally lashing out at all living things.....help...

fading away isn't an option.

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Ok, but, attacked by whom ? I'd like to help, but, tell more about your problem.

heavenANDearth

heavenANDearth

The Loner.....

Yeah, that's a good question... Who or what is attacking you?

Maybe you're just stressed out or paranoid you know.... XD

LonelyFriend

Hi Ha said Hey

I also not so understand what your mean .....However,if the target of all attack you,you only have 2 ways only....

Head it or ignore it ?

Let's see...you are been what i called, " Arrowed", else, Ostracized by people you interact with ? Is that it ? Wait..we have not hear the full story from you...you are just here Ranting ! We can't offer advice and all if you don't open up. `cAuse we may as well give you wrong advises in the end !

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i'll just say end things your own way...but i cannot give u any advice, since your lines aren't really enough and don't provide us with sufficient information so that we are able to judge.

anima241

anima241

Holdin onto the past!

I'm sorry...yesterday i was just frantic and...scared...but what i mean is, a boy attempted to attack me yesterday, for my i pod, and for the first time ever i was scared and i ran, then lately it seems that all the bad things in my mind are just swirling into reality, as people are learning my deepest secrets(i won't tell you...) and it's just that, like all the bull crap, rumors, and curses, are all being drawn to me, it's kinda hard for me, since i'm ususally the type of guy that smiles 24/7, please help minitokyo.

fading away isn't an option.

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maidoflorraine08

Lavender

I know that feeling; like, it's not really a huge deal in hindsight, but all of a sudden you feel like someone dropped a grenade in your lap and all your insecurities are on display. Happens to me a lot, and like you said, I'm normally this very "happy" person...I'm sort of known for being the optimist in my circle.

I know you must feel like you totally want to shut down right now, but don't let it get that far under your skin. Hang in there, okay? :)

Shigure: *thumbs up* "JUSTICE PREVAILS!"
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anima241

anima241

Holdin onto the past!

alright...thank you maidoflorraine

fading away isn't an option.

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Quote by anima241I'm sorry...yesterday i was just frantic and...scared...but what i mean is, a boy attempted to attack me yesterday, for my i pod, and for the first time ever i was scared and i ran, then lately it seems that all the bad things in my mind are just swirling into reality, as people are learning my deepest secrets(i won't tell you...) and it's just that, like all the bull crap, rumors, and curses, are all being drawn to me, it's kinda hard for me, since i'm ususally the type of guy that smiles 24/7, please help minitokyo.

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oh....hrmmm....never mind foolish people like that, in every place there are those types of people, shallow and foolish people, don't give up to them....u know u r right one, and i know myself that u r the right one since i myself smiled 24/7....but that was to hide everythin bout myself.....i didn't like people knowing abt me, but u know, u didn't do anything wrong in sharing your secrets with people, but u know, now u learnt....cause i never shared any secret with anyone, i kept all of it to myself, i know that feeling, u feel like u wanna explode....but u know, in each of us there's a warrior...and which means, u have a warrior in you, which means that, never give up ne...;)
move on, one day u will see, when the tables are turned, u will see them suffering and u smiling and back to your old self, don't stop your smiles.....smile, continue to be the person u were, ok, i know your ipod was gonna get stolen, theifs are everywhere ne, so next time u walk with it, just make sure u aren't holdin it in your hand and walk around, or if u do, just hold it tight, and careful ne, u know, then people can see it and steal it, anyways......take care and....u know, one thing, i learnt.....smile, but don't smile to hide your feelings, cause later on it will only hurt u the most.....cause that is one mistake i did, i smiled but deep inside i wasn't smiling, u know, i still do that, but then my reasons are different, so i just have to smile, i don't like people feeling or knowing what i try to hide, so people around me don't know anything about me, until i speak out....well....i never trusted anyone.....heh....not even one person...well, of course there is a reason for me to stop trustin, kinda long story, and...8smile*...there....i am smiling....i am hiding it...X-P...my hurts...hahaha, but i almost forgot about it cause, i don't care anymore, i learnt from my lesson...and i learnt like shit, i damn hurted before, like hell, but, history man, i always let go of my past...it's damn history...*trash*....*takes anima-san's hurtful memories...trashes them to the nearest bin, and incinerates the bin together with the bag of trash, and thrown away hurtful memoreies*...there u go...no i am serious, u have to get over it, prove the man u r, u r a man, u have to be who u r.....don't hide in the dark anymore...i am not telling u to be evil, but u should stand out, for god's sake, wake up Anima-san....people in this world need you, maybe u don't see them but look...*points....this one taht one...there...and him...and her...and that one*....there u go, see, i pointed out people who need you...u know, i hurt when people are in situations like this, cause, i can't let them go the path i went, so i have to slap you awake, u can't wake up....*waves in front of your face*...there u go....u r no more hipnotized.....u have to bring out the man in yourself...u aren't like this....u have to be strong...in this time....only the strong ones perish, and trust me, we are all strong but some of us are hipnotized under the spell of some weakness, i woke u up, i have to read a next post from u....are u awak Anima-kun?.....come on...wake-up, people are like that, so we all have to face it, let them, let them all be that way, now u have us, the MTers, we are your friends then, look, how many people saw your thread...and posted...see see...ucan't fail us ne....u can't....cause we typed in here and now that we posted in your thread, u can't at all fail us...ok...
let all those say whatever u want....u can never give up....we are all targets but in different ways.....wakey wakey....yes we are, but we are different, so in different ways we are targeted, and at diffrent times in our life....ya....*cheers for Anima-kun*...don't fail us...go go ...don't fail us ok....iook, we are all anxiously waiting for your reply...look....here, look, Firemace-kun, Me, Maidoflorraine08-san, LonelyFriend-san, heavenANDearth-san, and Sailorcapaccino-san....so don't fail us ok....:)

take care and good luck!

Zyndarius

Zyndarius

Sage of the Five Paths

Mmmm, this sounds like a character problem, i would recommend you to harden your temple and your whole character, maybe begining to do some traing sport, one in in self defense, and do meditations, if u have a big garden or maybe in a square where the ambient is clean.

Try chaging your way of life.

"Every spilled tear, feeds the roots, of a tree which the heavens will reach."

You are attacked mentally and physically. I am not sure how you are attacked. If it is a bully. you can take two options- one get stronger (and) or you can try to take away the stress by turning toward god, finding a relaxation point from music, any enjoyable activity

Lionhearted911

Lionhearted911

~:. LioNe$s .:~

why that boy! where is he?! lemme at him !
hmm...well... lemme see if i can say something to make a difference ne...
the resverse side always has a reverse side...i always like to think that when i am having trouble ...kinda makes me think even the bad side has a good side...well everything happens for a reason that is for sure...probably if you wonder about the reason you wil stop worrying about the problem..
rumors are just that ...rumors...
you know who you are...you don't need anyone to tell you...besides people who are your friends and who love you would know they are rumors, or else they are shallow losers out there to blabber along with the rest of them...
everyone stumbles across a dark cave in their lives ne...just now you have to find your way out...probably is dark and creepy...sometimes you feel you are all alone and things...but i am sure there is someone out there to grasp your hand and support you right...well even if there wasn't one...there is always "me myself and i..." that makes three fighters...so pull yourself together and find a way out of this dull cave ne...there is so much waiting for you on the other side! life is not gonna wait for you to find a way out...so better hurry ne...*cheers for anima...purple and white cheerleading outfit too~ and pompoms*

"the day you decide is your lucky day" decide you will relax, take a deep breath...and you won't lash out anymore...
this would probably take time and patience...but dedication and determination will be your sword and sheild...so get out there and fight ne!

hmm...as you see...your friends are waiting for you on the other side...includes me ne...
so see ya! :D

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So, your problem is bullying ? Bad stuff, anima-kun. I think you should try, like Zindarius said, make some sports or even some martial arts. Something to release stress, to give you some confidence. You should rely on your friends too. They give us strenght in moments like that.
And, the most important: don't pay attention to the attackers : they are stupid and don't mind hurting other people. They really can do that if we let them. Don't be an easy target. Trust yourself and hang on. We all have bad days and, you know them ? In a few years, you'll be free.

anima241

anima241

Holdin onto the past!

thanks alot you guys, you've really helped alot, thank you. THANK YOU!

fading away isn't an option.

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hope to hear better news from you Anima-chan, and hope u see better days, and u know, here's a lil thing i wanna share with you....and it's true in most cases...."After hardships comes ease"....yup, that is a proverb....it's almost true in most of the times.....so look forward to tomorrow ok...;)....and plus look at my sig lines....the second line....tell me what u see?...X-P..."The past is all history now....yup, it sure is, live your present and look forward to a better future....ok....;)....
good luck ok! :)

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