Waah! And im hating it, I'm tiring of it really! i hate how ppl see me as a good friend, and not as a GIRL!
When all the people around me start telling me about their ex-boyfriend/girlfriend, or that they are on plans of having
one, and they ask me for advice and tell me,
cuz they consider me a good friend (or that's what I think )
but whenever more I talk with them and tell them some advices, deep inside me I feel like with some anger and
loneliness..
Cuzz, until now.. no one.. NO ONE (except in kindergarden) has ever told me that they like me or something.. and I (by instance) havent got any boyfriend either.. (that's cuz I was in an all girls school. >.< )
I wish to be seen for the guys more than a friend, but as a GIRL, they dont care sometimes that some topics are not for
girls.. and well, I dunno..
with some guy, for example, he's shy with girls but then i said what if we meet and I talk to you.. so u wouldnt talk to me in person and he said:
with you is different
duuuh! >__<...
And here lies the question:_ Aren't I a girl too? We met like total strangers in life, but we talk more to
ourselves in MSN (and after another meeting.. that was like. >.< )
I wish someone likes me.. as a girl.. duh.... (not meaning him.. but anyone?!?)
And.. I'm not desperate into going in a relationship with someone i dont like.