We all don't know our own time to leave this world, but if you were to predict how long you think you got?
For me I say probably 10 years at maximum. Hey its still a long time from now.
Because of a certain reason, I wish it was much shorter than that.
I still value life but not as much as I use to. Before I wanted to live forever.... but now I want to get it over with.
Btw I don't believe in self-infliction, ya know the "s" word. Never did, yet in the back of my head I always think maybe today is my last day. I don't wish for it but it comes across my mind sometimes.

