Maybe i shouldnt have acted too happy to see him...
Sighs...i mean i really like this guy he's really cute and i just feel so comfortable around him..and love spending time
with him..and since we live so far away from each other we can only see each other when we got time to spare or when he
comes into town...so its been awhile since we last seen each other..so i was really missing him and thinking about him
alot and wanting to see him if only if it was only for a few minutes...and guess what? i guess someone heard me or
something..caz i spotted him in the crowd at that moment..which was kinda weird for me that i would know that hes that
person im looking for and missing just by getting a glimpse of his hair...but just looking at him waiting for me across
the street made my heart beat a little faster for a few seconds..and i guess i was so happy to see him that i sorta
jumped into his arms and was really happy....but maybe i overdid it..you know by acting like i was really happy to see
him and let him know that i really like him....so maybe i scared him off..caz i told him to txt or call me but he hasnt
contacted me at all...i mean maybe im thinking too much into it or something..i mean he did say we were dating...but
nothing too serious..or is he just having playing around with me..you know for fun? oh! tomorrow is his birthday and i
wish i could spend the day with him...but i guess i cant make him do something he doesnt want to do...*ARGH!* Sometimes
now i want to scream into a pillow and wish this confusion about how to date a guy right..and whats the right thing to
do and things you shouldnt do..you know how liking someone is supposed to about happiness and joy..i think its also
nerve wrecking..caz you hope you are doing things right and the other persons happy with you....
long distance relationships are tricky, he could be busy in his lil world or something...some guys find that
uncomfortable and others find it down right cute and some have to get use to it, like the big man on campus getting love
and attention from someone is rather hard to gasp the first go around, give it a few days and see what happens...but
trust me guys are weird :P sorry it's true boys, they try to be all grown up, try to be so emotionless but when that
cute someone enters their life they just sort of get all weird and stuff...you could text them something in about a week
if they haven't you...just something simple, don't appear pleading or begging just something like "whatcha
doing" sort of thing...I know what you're going threw I've scared off a few guys in my time due to cuteness -_-
you'll get that certain someone to enter your life sooner or later that enjoys the cuteness and pretends to be strong
but they be really weak and helpless and that cuteness helps you win the battles *giggles*
Sounds like you have the classical event in some Animes of which the girls have a crush on a male but the male have to
move out of the city before returning some years later XD You sound really nervous;excited;delighted and restless when
your near him though.Try calming yourself and try to be like yourself.Your bound to scare him off you over-react in his
return and he would be disoriented by your weird behaviour.Any guy would be dazed if some girl jumped into him without a
warning XD Either way,just be yourself.It's fine to be nervous and restless but learn to constrain it :P At least to a
certain extent,releasing it all out would have some...say..."fascinating" effects.