first please excuse my poor english, because English isn't my mother tongue.
My girlfriend broke up with me because I'm a nerd and otaku.
She's a very attractive, party-loving animal. While I am a freakng bookworm and science nerd.
She went after me first, then asked me to be her bf. I agreed without a second thought, because i've been fond of
her for two years.
Things didn't go well between us. I like anime, but she sticked to the thought that 'anime' or 'cartoon' is for kids. Well in China, cartoons shown on TV are indeed for children, but she never watches anime and kept criticizing me. I burst into laughter watching 'My Neighbour Totoro' , but she said i was stupid. She adores 'Gossip Girl' but i think the sluttiness shown in GOSSIP GIRL is unacceptable.
I helped a lot in her school work. I copied notes for her late at night, but she had never thanked me. I know i can't expect too much on how she thank me, but without one word of thanks? That's a deal breaker.
one time she went to a party and was kissed by a boy. I felt uncomfortable and said a few bad words about the guy.
Somehow she quarrelled with me, saying things like ' I NEVER FEEL EASY AROUND U'. then we broke up.
i really don't know what girls like. Now i feel very nervous whenever i speak to a girl, because i often
don't know what to say. All the things i am intereted in,such as anime, classical music, my schoolwork, i
don't think girls like them.
Since my broke up, i seldom hang out with girls. i'm 21 years old now, i still feel i'm immature lke a teenager(even teenager can do better than me). Recently a girl expressed her affection to me, but i can't make up my mind, i don't have confidence that she will be happy with me, and i didn't giver her an answer.
Isn't it ironic that my major is phychology...?
thank you for reading my grumbles, i love u all~~