have you ever think that it would be best that you could die in this moment?
i have
because i´m tired of my parents of the school and even of my best
friend.
My life was a living hell just a couple of years
ago but now I'm going to college, getting good grades, have a great girlfriend,
living pretty decent, not getting shot or fearing that I'm gonna die
anytime.
While life is much better now then back then I
still want to go on. I just know that if I die now I'll never see if these good
times actually get even better.
I have. Things were coming better these last months but failing my driving
license really affected me. I don't have many friends, no girlfriend, failing
anything makes me sad. And now I'm sad again, I don't fear dying, I don't fear
my cancer and maybe I let it kill me if I can't get better soon.
I'm really deprived these days. But I can't resign because of my family, it
would be sad for them that I let myself die. I must go on, I want to even I'm
often deprived.
not so....im bored to be a lonely guy with nothing to do,although I have many
good fren but I still cant be a good-to-talk to them....when I do something...I
cant focus...my brain thinking about other thing....I hate it!
I've been close to death (try getting hit by a truck twice in a row) well wasn't
that awake to think much about it, and well things where going pretty quick. but
neither was I like my life was useless or anything.. if I die, I die, I've had
my life, which was and is something..
do I enjoy it? at the moment very much.. it's peaceful, the weather is good. do
I want to it? no way.. I'll see through life until it ends.. it's going to end
anyway.. so no reason to shorten that distance, life's an experience I wouldn't
want to miss
Right now its kinda shitty cuz i want to break up with my boyfriend partly
because i like someone else but also cuz things havent been too good between
us... and i have one friend whos telling me to break up, and one that tells me
im om going too fast cuz ive only known the guy i like for 4 weeks and taht i
have to find the difference between lust and love... how can i find the
difference if ive gone out with 1 guy? ;P not too sure what to think...
suggestions?
I want to say that I don't like my life. I have to say I do. Even the day turn
into dark. What I have been through, all those hater, betray, lies, tears and
pain I shad. Don't know how mnay days, month, or years it last. Even those day I
want to kill myself and wish I was never born. You name it. Even the day I do
die, find that my life is still hell and wrothless. I still have to say I like
my life. You ask why, good question. I understand my life is like hell, that
how life suppose to be. Life will be boring if we don't have these issue or
drama in our life. What we want and wish for but never could. That what life
interesting. Life is not suppose to be easy. Nothing is easy or prefect.
Been there, find something to focus on, it makes things move on a little
easier. Trust me itll get better. Umm anything else I have to say would be just
more of that inspirational stuff that you get every where else and seems so
fake. So dont give up please.
Life is hard when I think of the future but I'm too curious about it to think
I'd like death. As long as there's entertainment people aren't getting rid of me
that easily.
yes and no im tired of school and not having a boyfriend and having nothing to
do but i do like seeing my friends and i do like reading and going shopping and
collecting anime
I really hate to spoil this but I'd like to take this opportunity to direct you
all this an existing thread in which members can rant about the unfortunate
events in your lives:
have you ever think that it would be best that you could die in this moment?
i have
because i´m tired of my parents of the school and even of my best friend.
My life was a living hell just a couple of years ago but now I'm going to college, getting good grades, have a great girlfriend, living pretty decent, not getting shot or fearing that I'm gonna die anytime.
While life is much better now then back then I still want to go on. I just know that if I die now I'll never see if these good times actually get even better.
I have. Things were coming better these last months but failing my driving license really affected me. I don't have many friends, no girlfriend, failing anything makes me sad. And now I'm sad again, I don't fear dying, I don't fear my cancer and maybe I let it kill me if I can't get better soon.
I'm really deprived these days. But I can't resign because of my family, it would be sad for them that I let myself die. I must go on, I want to even I'm often deprived.
not so....im bored to be a lonely guy with nothing to do,although I have many good fren but I still cant be a good-to-talk to them....when I do something...I cant focus...my brain thinking about other thing....I hate it!
I've been close to death (try getting hit by a truck twice in a row) well wasn't that awake to think much about it, and well things where going pretty quick. but neither was I like my life was useless or anything.. if I die, I die, I've had my life, which was and is something..
do I enjoy it? at the moment very much.. it's peaceful, the weather is good. do I want to it? no way.. I'll see through life until it ends.. it's going to end anyway.. so no reason to shorten that distance, life's an experience I wouldn't want to miss
eh, i have my moments
Life is wonderful now. For once, life for me is easy.
Right now its kinda shitty cuz i want to break up with my boyfriend partly because i like someone else but also cuz things havent been too good between us... and i have one friend whos telling me to break up, and one that tells me im om going too fast cuz ive only known the guy i like for 4 weeks and taht i have to find the difference between lust and love... how can i find the difference if ive gone out with 1 guy? ;P not too sure what to think... suggestions?
I want to say that I don't like my life. I have to say I do. Even the day turn into dark. What I have been through, all those hater, betray, lies, tears and pain I shad. Don't know how mnay days, month, or years it last. Even those day I want to kill myself and wish I was never born. You name it. Even the day I do die, find that my life is still hell and wrothless. I still have to say I like my life. You ask why, good question. I understand my life is like hell, that how life suppose to be. Life will be boring if we don't have these issue or drama in our life. What we want and wish for but never could. That what life interesting. Life is not suppose to be easy. Nothing is easy or prefect.
Been there, find something to focus on, it makes things move on a little easier. Trust me itll get better. Umm anything else I have to say would be just more of that inspirational stuff that you get every where else and seems so fake. So dont give up please.
Life is hard when I think of the future but I'm too curious about it to think I'd like death. As long as there's entertainment people aren't getting rid of me that easily.
Beleive me I've had a lot of moments like that. I kind of veiw myself as a rather worthless person..
Might explain why I'm such a workaholic at times.
Right now my life's ok, I've got a few things to live for and look forward to, but nothing spectacular.
Look on bottom of signature...
yes and no im tired of school and not having a boyfriend and having nothing to do but i do like seeing my friends and i do like reading and going shopping and collecting anime
my lonely life...i hav moments in my social life
I really hate to spoil this but I'd like to take this opportunity to direct you all this an existing thread in which members can rant about the unfortunate events in your lives:
http://forum.minitokyo.net/showthread/36215/
Please remember to search before creating threads. Thanks.