Sometimes I wonder wot it feels like to be loved by someone .How it feels to
know that someone its suuuper worried about u all the time r that
that person would do anything 4 u !
How can that exist?I dont believe in love at all ,maybe cuz I dont understand
it!How can be possible that a human worries so damn much about another human
That is not ur family!I, I, I cannot get it,my head hurts how can this possibly
be....I see my friends that have girlfriends and they say:I love u to there
girlfriends,or one of them says he would give all his life FOR HER!But thats too
lovely for me(dont get offended)I cannot get it,well am so happy about my
friends ,I am like ,nice.Or wot?would u do that¨?How can someone think about
the other so much!not only my friends!other people!
I think I dont get it cuz no one has loved me...and I know it will never
happen,I have the sensation that no one ever in this whole damn world would love
me...who would love me!bah!Ne ,noone has liked metalhed noone!I think I am very
weird cuz I have not liked anyone,And if I think :maybe I like someone ,but I
dont accept it...but I try to find someone...and nope I dont feel anything for
no one.And I say how come?how come everyone likes someone ,and me not?why ?why i
dont have this feeling!why i dont like anyone!why I dont have anyone to care
of?why i think love is dumb?why ?it makes me cry...i am too shy to tell this
anyone I know ,so thats why am writing this in here I dont know wot to
do..really.And am refering the word love
as the same as the word to like too.
I refer the word love and like as the same in this thread.
So ,..*sight* ,I feel so bad .But the onlyones I love are my family,and believe
me or not ,I love more than anyone else my own manga characters that I created a
long time ago like my imaginary friends and I continue talking to them,they r
like real people they r so special...And I get of the real world most of the
time in thinking of them... but that makes me reallyyy happy...so happy that I
feel my heart goes pink...thats all ,
thanku so much ,,thanku...really.
In my opinon if you feel you're in love with someone outside of your family it
means that they feel like family; like someone you've known all your life.
Someone that you wouldn't feel uncomfortable telling your deepest darkest
secrect because they accept you for you, and you trust them with your life.
I had a similar idea that nobody would ever possibly like let alone love me
because I knew all of my flaws This time
last year I said "I'm never gonna get a boyfriend". Haha- the
irony!
Anyway, it's possibly because you just haven't met someone you like yet. When
the times comes, you'll find yourself doing silly things like waiting late at
night waiting for them to log on online, call you, or you'd quickly write them a
message and hope that they'd reply. It's a really strange feeling, when you feel
safe with that person as well, and really enjoy every moment you're with
them.
Yeah, it sounds kind of weird, but trust me, one day you'll understand it better
than I do
Gee...
Don't know what love feels like...
But what i do know is that it is a cure that takes away the feeling of being
alone and single....
you know...
Hahaha....Metalhead I feel the same way...When I think im falling in love with a
girl I dont freakin accept it and thats where I feel the same way with kuroimisa
too...I think I dont deserve her because I have so many flaws...Being single for
18 years isnt that bad...I guess...People at my age are immature...Most of them
think of $ex sigh** I wanna meet a girl that will totally change my life and
open my eyes and show me a different outlook in this world^^
I believe love is something that is slowly developped through out knowing a
person and enjoying being with them despite everything, accepting their flaws,
and caring about them even when it doesnt really bring you any benefits other
than personal satisfaction. When they feel bad you feel bad and when they are
happy you are happy for them.
Loving a person is very different from what you feel for those characters you
created. The love developed for a person is something that takes effort and
understanding. Your characters will never fight with you, or make you cry. They
will also not be there to pick you up when you fall or hold your hand when you
are scared.
Darn anyway i not good about loves cus in mylife not much female fren i have i
think now is less than 3 ba...
and now i still can't figure out how can i know a girl likes me or i like a
girl...
Sometimes I wonder wot it feels like to be loved by someone .How it feels to know that someone its suuuper worried about u all the time
r that
that person would do anything 4 u !
How can that exist?I dont believe in love at all ,maybe cuz I dont understand it!How can be possible that a human worries so damn much about another human That is not ur family!I, I, I cannot get it,my head hurts how can this possibly be....I see my friends that have girlfriends and they say:I love u to there girlfriends,or one of them says he would give all his life FOR HER!But thats too lovely for me(dont get offended)I cannot get it,well am so happy about my friends ,I am like ,nice.Or wot?would u do that¨?How can someone think about the other so much!not only my friends!other people!
I think I dont get it cuz no one has loved me...and I know it will never happen,I have the sensation that no one ever in this whole damn world would love me...who would love me!bah!Ne ,noone has liked metalhed noone!I think I am very weird cuz I have not liked anyone,And if I think :maybe I like someone ,but I dont accept it...but I try to find someone...and nope I dont feel anything for no one.And I say how come?how come everyone likes someone ,and me not?why ?why i dont have this feeling!why i dont like anyone!why I dont have anyone to care of?why i think love is dumb?why ?it makes me cry...i am too shy to tell this anyone I know ,so thats why am writing this in here I dont know wot to do..really.And am refering the word love
as the same as the word to like too.
I refer the word love and like as the same in this thread.
So ,..*sight* ,I feel so bad .But the onlyones I love are my family,and believe me or not ,I love more than anyone else my own manga characters that I created a long time ago like my imaginary friends and I continue talking to them,they r like real people they r so special...And I get of the real world most of the time in thinking of them... but that makes me reallyyy happy...so happy that I feel my heart goes pink...thats all ,
thanku so much ,,thanku...really.
In my opinon if you feel you're in love with someone outside of your family it means that they feel like family; like someone you've known all your life. Someone that you wouldn't feel uncomfortable telling your deepest darkest secrect because they accept you for you, and you trust them with your life.
I had a similar idea that nobody would ever possibly like let alone love me because I knew all of my flaws
This time
last year I said "I'm never gonna get a boyfriend". Haha- the
irony!
Anyway, it's possibly because you just haven't met someone you like yet. When the times comes, you'll find yourself doing silly things like waiting late at night waiting for them to log on online, call you, or you'd quickly write them a message and hope that they'd reply. It's a really strange feeling, when you feel safe with that person as well, and really enjoy every moment you're with them.
Yeah, it sounds kind of weird, but trust me, one day you'll understand it better than I do
Gee...
Don't know what love feels like...
But what i do know is that it is a cure that takes away the feeling of being alone and single....
you know...
Hahaha....Metalhead I feel the same way...When I think im falling in love with a girl I dont freakin accept it and thats where I feel the same way with kuroimisa too...I think I dont deserve her because I have so many flaws...Being single for 18 years isnt that bad...I guess...People at my age are immature...Most of them think of $ex sigh** I wanna meet a girl that will totally change my life and open my eyes and show me a different outlook in this world^^
I believe love is something that is slowly developped through out knowing a person and enjoying being with them despite everything, accepting their flaws, and caring about them even when it doesnt really bring you any benefits other than personal satisfaction. When they feel bad you feel bad and when they are happy you are happy for them.
Loving a person is very different from what you feel for those characters you created. The love developed for a person is something that takes effort and understanding. Your characters will never fight with you, or make you cry. They will also not be there to pick you up when you fall or hold your hand when you are scared.
Darn anyway i not good about loves cus in mylife not much female fren i have i think now is less than 3 ba...
and now i still can't figure out how can i know a girl likes me or i like a girl...