I realize now...that no matter how dearly or close you hold your
memories...your lost friends will never be brought back.
I have been here...for a very long time. Have spoken with so many
people...heard so much, seen so much. I was made who I am by everything that
happened... But now...inevitably...there is nothing. Where have they all
gone...? They all drifted away...and it's my fault. If I were just there
more...if I hadn't disappeared...
So...now what? Some of the best memories from those times...and the phantoms of
so many friends I had made...how can I return to that disposition? I want to
bring everybody back...every last one...but...that's a bit selfish of me, isn't
it?
At least I...can remember everything that happened. I really wish some things
had gone differently...but I can at least meekly smile at the memories that will
never go away...of this place...
I'm here still...but...I fear I'm alone. It seems everything's gray again...oh
well. Such is my lonesome decree.
But what right do I have to lament? I guess...this is my Twilight. It is da rke st b efo r e the da w n.
yeah, you're being selfish and emo.
time goes on and so you can always find new, better friends, maybe you can even
get back some of your old friends, but things won't change to the way they were,
what is done is done, you can't change it, so just move on with your life.
Usually when a friend starts to talk like this I sit down beside them and let
them ramble on for hours while I silently listen. Of course this is not
applicable here, so instead I will just post in my 2 cents.
You can't discount the fact that everyone and everything changes. Its a fact of
life. They may have drifted away because you have changed, or maybe because they
have changed. The question is, Are you willing to let them drift away? Nothing
will come if you just sit there and lament that they have become distant from
you.
I realize now...that no matter how dearly or close you hold your memories...your lost friends will never be brought back.
I have been here...for a very long time. Have spoken with so many people...heard so much, seen so much. I was made who I am by everything that happened... But now...inevitably...there is nothing. Where have they all gone...? They all drifted away...and it's my fault. If I were just there more...if I hadn't disappeared...
So...now what? Some of the best memories from those times...and the phantoms of so many friends I had made...how can I return to that disposition? I want to bring everybody back...every last one...but...that's a bit selfish of me, isn't it?
At least I...can remember everything that happened. I really wish some things had gone differently...but I can at least meekly smile at the memories that will never go away...of this place...
I'm here still...but...I fear I'm alone. It seems everything's gray again...oh well.
Such is my lonesome decree.
But what right do I have to lament? I guess...this is my Twilight.
It is da rke st b efo r e the da w n.
yeah, you're being selfish and emo.
time goes on and so you can always find new, better friends, maybe you can even get back some of your old friends, but things won't change to the way they were, what is done is done, you can't change it, so just move on with your life.
Strange...hearing that come from you. I never expected...hm. Perhaps some friends weren't truly friends afterall...?
Usually when a friend starts to talk like this I sit down beside them and let them ramble on for hours while I silently listen. Of course this is not applicable here, so instead I will just post in my 2 cents.
You can't discount the fact that everyone and everything changes. Its a fact of life. They may have drifted away because you have changed, or maybe because they have changed. The question is, Are you willing to let them drift away? Nothing will come if you just sit there and lament that they have become distant from you.