Sometimes, I think of life as nothing but cruel and sad.. There are times which I fell so sad that I wish to die.. I'm kind of a loner because I'm introverted. Only when I gaze upon the stars does my heart calm down and would feel at peace. I desperately need useful advice.. Are there any people out there who's in the same batch as me..?

I'm there I have been there all my life, I had my ten year reunion last night and all I could think about was what pathetic losers they actually have become, you see I was taught that drinking was not needed to have a good time, when people were getting too drunk I knew it was time to go...but my best advice to you is trust me only YOU can make yourself happy and no one else, you have to physically FORCE yourself to face the facts and not run from your problems. I have learned this in such a short time that no matter how things look they can be better but you have to make that leap, of course people can give you advice, like meditation, etc etc but unless you really want to change you won't, I'm still an introvert, heck I wanted to leave when I first got there because I had absolutely nothing in common with my reunion last night but after a short while of moving away from the loser table, only three people, myself and two others sat there, but I started mingling and had a better time until it was time to go because the drinking had gone out of control...but in the end don't force yourself out for too long at first, go in stages and before you know it you will find that it's not so hard...trust me you don't really completely recover from being introvert but within time you will discover that it's not all that hard to face society but then quickly run away because society as a whole sucks and it probably won't get any better anyways, but nothing wrong with making a few friends along the way that share the same thoughts as you

Thanks for the advice, I really appreciate it cause' Im on the verge of losing my warm side and become cold..

yeah I became cold and distant years ago so trust me you don't want to really become that way if you think of yourself being nice you want to remain that way because trust me in this you don't want to be like me in the retrospect about being so cold, for me it is far easier to be cold then "warm" to anyone and sometimes anything

I went thru a bad breakup 3 years ago and I have lost my interest in serious relationship ever since. Sometimes I think I should give myself another chance to meet new people but my heart can't do it. I have no feeling what so ever for anyone even though I know the person likes me. I guess one liltle thing can affect people's life for many years. But on the bright side, i'm enjoying my single life the its fullest. I hope you too also find your escape soon. Cheer up and life is better than what you think^_^.

Well I actually think that sometimes life is cruel with me and not fair.Yes it takes me a while to get up and go on with my life but at least I do that.I actually feel better when I m not with my family or my brother(not because they drive me insane all the time and my brother is cold with me giving me the excuse that all guys should be cold and sad,or my father who is an aggressive bastard that feels inferior to women.I ve only got one year left and I ll go to college.It took a while but at least I ll be out of this place.Don t worry life will be better sooner or later.

uh.. do you mean "father who makes women feel inferior"?

anyway...

I think there are a couple ways to treat this.

You could start some kind of project/job.
--for example, I'm trying to learn to breakdance, making a game with my brother, and trying to become more knowledgable with the Bible. These take up my time and make me feel like I'm worth it, because I'm progressing in something.

You might not be getting enough sleep... maybe?

And finding SOMEONE to confide in is a great idea. Try to find someone that you're confortable with.

Another unlikely, but possible, contributer to your sadness is your environment. Is your room colored dark red, blue, or whatever? Maybe you should look at your environment critically and see if a better environment would make you happier.

Is it the meaning of life? That used to make me depressed, but I found God

I had a lonely period once. I was just weird and didn't fit in. The first year was the most adventurous year of my life, as I had no social skills whatsoever, and was trying to impress everyone. The next year, everyone ignored me, and I didn't exist. I grew out of it... almost. I've got friends now, and all I have to say is that you should look on this as an opportunity to think, and grow. This suffering will probably make you a more thoughtful person. Hopefully you will stop being sad soon.
It's fine to be an introverted, but find someone...

If you like the stars so much, why don't you do some more research on them? You'll be happier if you have interests, especially if you assign yourself a task like that. It'll be fun, to learn about the things that bring you peace. You might want to give it a try.