i made this poem for my english class a while ago, just wanted to share it with you guys ^^
oh and please excuse the "..." after like every sentence >_< i dunno why but i like em ... alot ...
lol
oh well heres my poem!
With a heavy conscious on my head ... and tears on my mind
I wake up ... and you are not by my side ...
This weight presses so heavy on my chest
that I cannot breathe ... I suffacate ...
Am I ready to face the day ...
to face the world ...
to face my life ... Without you?
I look inside and a broken heart I find ...
With your name and face ...
forever ingraved ...
forever cherished ...
How helpless I feel ...
How your desperate pleas ring in my mind ...
How your memory is all I have ...
I go back ... and reminisce ...
Wandering alone in this forest of memories ...
I find you ...
and my heart aches ...
Because I cannot hear you ...
Because I cannot hold you ...
My hands ... numb from not touching you ...
I quiver and yearn for the need to hold you ...
Without your light to guide me ...
I travel lost ... I travel confused ... I travel aimlessly ...
in this forest of memories ...
How my blood has turned cold and in the heat of the night I shiver ...
As the sun shines, its warmth is of no use ...
I'm still cold ...
How the sea stands still and the waves have gone silent ...
I run to the waves to find you
but I lose you to the changing tide ...
As I stare lost in a dream into the never ending sea ...
I wonder where our dream gone
I wonder where our joyful memories have gone ...
and I finally see ...
and I finally realize ...
and I finally understand ...
How deaf I am to not hear your pleas ...
How blind I am to not see your tears ...
How cruel I am to have made you cry ...
How deluded I am to believe you were happy ...
I finally see ...
How stong you are to leave ... How strong you are to follow your heart ...
as you've prolly noticed its in my siggy also ^^, least part of it