Sadness and depression is what lies behind your eyes... Or even so, you can't even tell what lies behind your eyes
because they're constantly covered up with tears! You've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you to
handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up;
just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of
your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person
all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont want to hear
you! You want a normal and happy life. Though that picture is porcelain in your mind; it's not as great as it
seems, and most importantly, it's not real! You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head;
isolated though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; none of them see what's wrong with you. You
want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! You often find isolated places as being your
salvation; any place away from 'them' is ideal to you. You also love to express yourself in many ways; whether
it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You think no one can relate to you, but you don't know
how wrong you are! You're just too scared; too scared to admit that maybe you're wrong about society... You
want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone
and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason.
Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants
to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Maybe it isn't as
bad as you portray it to be! Life brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories... The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the
laughter eventually dies down... But the memories... Those last forever! So try to make them memories you can cherish...
You only live once, so make it the best as possible :) Don't start frowning! You never know who's falling in
love with your smile :)
hmm.. i've been gettin a lot of this kinda depression results lately....
