Thanks so much everyone for taking up so much of your time to read and write your personal views on this. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thank you dearly for those who commented and especially those who wrote nearly a whole essay.
I'm getting better, and I'm trying to
let thie feeling go away, so I would rather let this thread die instead of me having to read this over and over ago.
Thanks dearly everyone.
Although I cannot say anything else but Thanks you don't know how much it means to me at the time. Thank you.
I don't understand...I really don't. I met this guy at the library on March 8th this year, as for some reason,
I went up to him and said hi.
I gave him my email adress, since he asked for mine in a really weird and smart way. And ever since then we've been
chatting and talking on MSN.
We had lots of similarities, therefore it sort of attracted me towards him, as well as his looks, voice and the personality I thought I knew.
However, during the easter break, he suddenly stopped talking to me, leaving me in the dark. I wrote an email to him as I had an impression that he was playing with me since he's 4years older than me (20yr old). I wanted to break it off with him, although nothing much was going on. At least I didn't think so. But we went out with 2 of my other friend (a girl and a boy) to the city, he waited there for me, and he held my hand all the time. We watched a movie together, just the two of us around 8 when they left, and he held my hand the whole time as I placed my head on his shoulder and things like that.
But later, when he placed his hands around my shoulder, I sorta shrugged it off as I remember my ex. Which is really bad, but because I broke up with him, I felt really bad for hurting him. But I don't like/love him anymore, it's the memories that's not leaving at the moment.
Yesterday, my friend came to see me especially, to tell me something. She hugged me and told me not to get sad, and that she didn't want to tell me, but I have the right to know. Then she told me.
She was on the train, and she saw him hugging another girl. Smiling, Laughing with his hand on her waist etc.
Although it seems like nothing, but to me it's everything. He told me he likes/d me...and he's been lying to me lately...at least that's what I think...
Am I over-reacting to this whole situation? Or is it normal. I cried for a whole night, and now I'm at school, tired and all worn-out.
Please Help Me...I don't know for sure if this is the place to post this, I know there might be a few really mean replies to this...but I'm so lost...Why are there guys like this? Guess...I guess I was so blind to see that...
