Well alright! Here it all goes!
the idea of this threat is really.... Well i really need some answers, and sugjestions! so please dont just criticise
me okay!
Okay! Well not so long ago i have dated a guy that has been a bit older than me really like a couple or even maybe one year away from me. So, anyways i Loved him so much, and really thats the problem i still DO! Well when i was going out with him i had no idea who his exe's were, or anybody else he really new like that. And well then on a very interesting day, i meat his Ex.... Well i had no idea about that AT ALL in that time and moment!, and so then i talked to her, and she came out to be really very nice, so then i talked to him, and He said that he hates her now, and that i shood never have even talked to her. I listened to him and thought that he was wrong to say that at first, but then it turned out that when i became really good friends with her, she kind of lead me away from him by saying that he is a wimp, and a bad kisser, and stuff like that... So, i was stupid enought to listen to her, and really after that day i saw him, and he told me that if i will still keep on being her friend i will... well... like regret it some day or somtin like that, so I thought that he was wrong once again, and i became closest friends with her, and left him even thou i saw him every day, and thought about him tooooo. So, really this is geting long, but I just wanted to think that guys always shood take the first steps to the gurl, and apologize for stuf like that, but he didnt..... So, since i thought he had to i didnt do it my self either, so to i held my head up high ! ^_^'
And well here goes one year with out him, and two years with out him... and i still can not GET OVER him, and i just
keep on thinking maybe i was to stupid to do that, and shood ove stayed with him, and left her behind, and well then his
best friend, and actually one of my best friends fell for me, and he thought that we brock up, so we can go out now, but
i just cant do that, and i think of my ex all the time now, and it just hurts so much when i think of all the good
moments, and well u now the rest. So, i really do not need much of critisism, but i do need advise, on how to maybe get
over him, and just forget about him? or how to apologize with out making it sound stupid, and out of place since its
been so long. And the bad part about it was when i called him once he said he was looking for a new gurl, and...
well..... i juast froze up on were i was standing, i was so shocked that he said that to me, but i dunno maybe he did
that on purpose, or not, but it was about sometin! hum... sorry that this is taking so long, but i also am living in
America now, and he is still in Russia, so that makes the things even more complicating so i du not see him at all now,
its only ONE photo that i have, and well... thats all!
And u see one of my BIG problems is that when i breack up with a guy i just dont like to be JUST friends with him coz i
remember the love, and all, so i need him all, or i dont need him at all! SO PLEASE TELL ME WhAT I SHOOD DOO! and yeah
ever since i brock up with him i coodnt get a guy for... like a couple of years which is INCREDIBLY LONG! ! ! ! ! so. .
. . well any thoughts? ? ?
~KIoko~[b][/b]
