Exactly at this minute (0:00 here) my ex and i would have had a year dating... But that's impossible cause we broke
up 6 months ago because he said didn't liked that my parents wouldn't let us go out by ourselves- real reason-
he still liked his ex, who just happens to be my best friend. He told me he had liked her all the time he and I where
together-
And he told me he only loved me as a friend.
But after a few months we broke up (we said we would stay as friends) we started to fool around, but didn't became
a couple.
Instead, we would get together every friday o weekend to make out...
-I only did it because I really wanted to be with him for a while, he did it because he still found me attractive... and
didn't had anyone else, so technically he was just using me-
And after a few months, I finally got really angry at him, and decided it was better if I stopped the whole situation.
So one day he was going to come to my house i was determined to end it with him. But I couldn't. And so, he got
angry at me for being angry at him.
That night he made out with a Bit** - i didn't knew
2 days later i told him over a text message that i wanted to just be friends with him. it was a really long text
message... And the only thing he answered, carelessly, was "No prob..." not even the whole word... I was at
school when i got the reply. Of course, I cried my eyes out.
And of course I got mad at him. And so I wrote in my msn nickname the words No prob just as he had wrote them. He got
online, and immeadiately asked me if I was mad or something. so we fought. And of course, I had to make things up with
him, but he got mad at me (when he should've been the one apologizing) and i told him all the things he had done
wrong... he told me not to talk to him, so i send him and e-mail, telling him why i was angry, telling him all the
things i had hold up until then. And he called me. and we talked and became friends again.
But then, that jerk of a person told me about his knew bit**...
and i was like... OMG. I've been feeling guilty all this time, and you got another girl before we where offcially
done? But i didn't told him that. I just stayed quiet, and said yeah every once in a while.
Then a friend of mine, told him a lot of things to him... How much he had hurt me, and stuff like that... The frase in
that conversation i remember the most is "I'm not interested in loving her"
Again i was shocked.
But a few weeks later, he apologized for everything he had done to me and told me I could always count on him.
So, today, january 2nd 2009, I'm trying to decide.
