I was assigned to do a film for an upcoming general freshmen orientation in our college. Excited about the idea, I accepted the job thinking, 'this won't be too hard, isn't it?'. But I was wrong. I have 2 months to finish that job, but I have only done 60% of the video [at the moment]. Add to that, a nice thing happened earlier this morning [04:23]. My video editor [Vegas Pro 11.0] crashed without reason, which caused my 60% completion of the project decrease to 30% [a buffer overflow, corrupted my project file, tried to recover, them voila]. I did not do anything wrong haven't I?
I am to prove myself wrong.
I am a person to consistently admit that I am wrong. I am very conscious to what I did wrong. To prove that, I am to point out what mistakes I did from before.
I should have done the project earlier, thus, completing it at an earlier time. About the corrupted file? I should have made a backup. Then finally, I should have saved more often.
I am the kind of person who knows what I did was wrong, but there is the insisting behavior of mine to be stubborn. That is, even I am conscious of my mistakes, I do not change. Stubborn as I may be, but it is, and I can't help but be stubborn all the time. Knowing what mistakes are, I often point out the mistakes of others and tell them to straighten up their lives. A dilemma? True.
Darthas said, people don't change. Is that really true? I cannot be so sure. If I were to define what change really is, it is too vague to implore.
Change might not be too deep of a subject but the points that can be drawn on this subject will generate many lines. To make myself clear, there are many kinds of changes. Changes in personality, changes in looks, changes in emotions, et cetera, but not everything of them is change to me. A classical example may be if you changed your hairstyle. You still have the same personality nevertheless. Another example is from a different perspective. In this case, you may not haven't changed your looks, but you changed your personality. Only those people close to you would know your personality changed though, ergo, it is not change to other people.
Well, to devoid those muddy waters, i should describe two kinds of changes [existentially]. That is, the intrinsic change and the extrinsic change. You can put the external changes [seen, obvious] in the extrinsic and otherwise.
What I said above is from my own philosophical views so, feel free to raise your brow on that paragraph. Hitherto, I just could not accept the fact that people change, but it isn't that I do not imply my unbelief in the matter. I stand by my agnostic view on the argument.
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