Well, to fed my supressed thirst for blood...
Something psychotic and sadistic!!!
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Forsake the light and ravage the world with shadows!
Pillage the sanity and souls from life!!
Toy with lives and drive their minds and hearts bleeding with berserk!!!
Berserked with despair! Despair of crumbled dreams and hopes!
Berserked with the deprived joy of the best of senses!
No sight! - unable to see one another for comfort...
No hearing! - unable to hear one another for comfort...
No touch! - unable to feel wherever you wander...
Only to scream! - no one to hear you but yourself...
Only to breathe the worst of life! Only to taste the worst of life!
The foulness of Hell: your neverending torturement; forever cursed with it, just as your existence!!!
To never age, to never die...
To only keep your sanity to only fear what you most fear and lose what you most crave for! And become closer and closer
to insanity...and yet never touch!
Forever stuck with sanity and forever tormented with such thoughts! Such existence! Such...truth! The reality of it! The
pain you wish never to feel is eternal throughout your strained and stressed self.
And above all, everything that happens to yourself...is your own fault. Unable to redeem yourself and unable to fix it.
And that is why you are trapped in your own blacked world, filled with images and re-runs of your mistakes. Never
sleeping, never resting, always grieving, always screaming...
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Phew...well, I guess a lot of people think I'm either plain weird or plain crazy?
All my life, the one thing I fear most is myself. I think it's the same for everyone. They fear themselves.
Anyhoos, I don't want to go into that discussion!
By the way! I tried organize my little passage. It's structured like that for a reason.